Facing reality

I think I've been avoiding writing anything here for a reason I can't quite verbalize. I am working on projects, three (or four) to be exact but they are not the right projects. A month ago when I found out I would be taking the PE exam at the end of October and then having a booth in the Festival of the Arts I promised myself that any free time would be spent studying or working on projects to sell. So here is what I have done in the last four or five days. Attended a weekend long yoga workshop, fnished one of Ryan's socks, attending knitting group and worked on the Branching Out lace mohair scarf, watched movies, made bread and spent maybe one hour total on studying and if I strech a little another hour on spinning yarn for sale. Yikes. My priorities flew out the window. I have no excuse.

And here is what brought it all home for me. I'm sitting at knitting group last night and this trio of architects is talking about how they studied for 18, 12, 6 months for their professional exams. 18 months!!! My test is at the end of this month!! And I'm spending my free evening knitting on my lace scarf. Oh my god.